I come to some blogs not so much for the content, but to make comments that keep my mind active and stimulated, helping to avoid dementia. Writing is my way of self-expression and keeps the gears in my brain turning. It doesn’t matter to me if my comments are deleted, as I’m not seeking recognition or fame. I have enough money to last the rest of my life if I manage it carefully. By publishing my comments on this blog, I ensure they remain on the Internet for years. I also have another blog online that I don’t contribute to, which has been around for many years and will likely remain for decades after I’m gone. The same goes for the comments I make about the posts on BM's The Last Days Watchman channel. I see writing a book or doing a PhD as a hit or miss type of scenario that could turn out badly if after doing 12 months work no one buys it.
It is with a certain detachment, yet a degree of self-awareness, that I approach the act of commenting on particular blogs. The content itself serves as a secondary consideration; the primary motivation stems from a more personal and, perhaps, introspective need. I find that the act of writing, of formulating thoughts and expressing them in a coherent manner, acts as a mental exercise, a means of keeping the cognitive faculties engaged and, ideally, staving off the potential for cognitive decline. This is not to suggest a morbid preoccupation with such matters, but rather a practical acknowledgement of the human condition and a proactive approach to maintaining mental acuity.
The comments I make are not intended for widespread acclaim or validation. The fleeting nature of online discussions, along with the possibility of my comments being deleted or overlooked, holds little significance for me. Instead, they serve to reflect the self-serving and hypocritical nature of those deleting the comments. My involvement is driven by personal motivation; it is a private endeavor aimed at stimulating my mind. This internal drive is further supported by a sense of financial security, which allows me to engage in these activities without the pressure of seeking external validation or financial necessity. This financial independence grants me the freedom to focus on the purely intellectual aspects of my engagement.
Furthermore, the permanence of digital archives plays a significant role in this practice. The comments I contribute, like the blog posts themselves, are preserved in the vast expanse of the internet. This ensures that my thoughts, however fleeting they may seem in the moment, will persist long after I am gone. The knowledge that my words will remain accessible for years, perhaps even decades, provides a sense of continuity, a small legacy of intellectual engagement.
This perspective extends to other digital spaces as well. The existence of a separate, dormant blog, a silent testament to past endeavors, reinforces this sense of long-term presence. It serves as a reminder of the enduring nature of digital information, a virtual echo of my own existence. The comments I make here, therefore, are not merely transient expressions; they are contributions to a larger, ongoing narrative, a conversation with the future. It is a practice driven by a blend of personal needs and a recognition of the enduring power of the digital world.
Blessings
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